Pre-Adult Syndrome

hey !  long  time no blogging. =)

Today  is  10th  July 2013,  first day  of Ramadhan.  Happy  Fasting to all  Muslims! Alhamdulillah,  after  4  years, i have done with my  study and  of  course  i am unofficially  unemployed ! So, basically, now i am already at home and doin' nothing  except  doing chores, well  that's normal  for someone who has no job. nothing better to do right? ;)

Job hunting? i guess not. since there is no resume done yet! hahaha. i never thought doing resume is hard as studying  for the exam but that's true, its tough thou. you have to give a great impression to someone you do not meet yet, its really really hard for me. but i do not know about others, maybe they have different opinions. everyday i searched on google, HOW TO WRITE A PERFECT RESUME FOR FRESH GRADS and i found lots of tips useful which i applied in my resume but it did not seem to look fine for me. i got the main idea but i do not know what exactly the thing that employer look on the fresh grads. maybe, for this week i should focus on writing a great resume perhaps.

I  need  a PLAN ! yeah,  benda ni  paling  penting sebenarnya. i have a plan, tapi it is not a plan, more to PLANSS  maybe? banyak sangat sampai  i do not know which one is important. sometimes i think, i do not want to find  a job which  related  with my study. is  it weird? i  guess  not. but the  problem  is i  do not  know what  kind  of  a  job  should  i  apply.  if i want to start any business, i  seriously do  not  have any  idea where to start.  i  proposed the idea to  my  mom and she asked me back, what business? benda apa nak jual? then,  i  felt  like hurmmm. i also dont  know.

I  think, think and rethink again, i am hoping someone can help me with this pre-adut confussion. maybe this is  a symptom for someone who has too much dreams to achieve. susah sangat kalau banyak berangan. semua benda pun nak buat. well, thats me! harap-harap tidur malam ni dapat ilham kan? ;)

impian  nak  jadi macam coco rocha  pun ada. tapi  tu dalam  mimpi  je la. hehe

Follow the dream as it planned.

Hari ini 28 April 2013. It means just a few months left untuk habiskan degree. Inshaa Allah. So i will have my degree at 23 years old. Sounds great kan! hehe

Rasanya dah boleh fikir perancangan selepas ni. Kawan-kawan dan family pun ada tanya what i am going to do after this? Well for me, memang nak cari kerja. Kalau boleh biarlah kerja yang related dengan course yang diambil. Biar gain experience dulu. Penat-penat belajar macam rugi kalau tak kerja kan. Ada jugak tanya tak nak sambung master ke? My answer is yes and no. Untuk sambung directly after degree to master, my answer is no. Kalau rasa nak jadi lecture boleh lah ambil master tapi i am not soo interested jadi tenaga pengajar. Kalau boleh biarlah kerja 2 atau 3 tahun, then baru sambung master. Kalau ambil master pun maybe bukan related dengan apa yang aku belajar sekarang. Rasanya cukup lah with what i have learned right now. Bukan rasa ilmu dah cukup banyak dan rasa sudah cukup pandai tapi i know my limit. Sekarang pun i already exceed those limit. Maybe because i have variety of interests. Bukan hanya chemical engineering, drawing arts and fashion are also my interests. Susah jugak kalau jenis minat banyak benda. Masa pun kena bahagi dan rancang elok-elok. Kalau tidak yang dikejar tak dapat yang dikendong berciciran. =)

After SPM, I already set my mind what i am going to do next. At this age what i am going to achieve and what i need to do. My father is strict about my education. Real strict. Not only on me but same goes to my siblings. Since i am the eldest, harapan tu jatuh lebih banyak. Harapan untuk melihat aku menjadi doktor tapi tidak kesampaian. I am not a student who passed all subjects with flying colors. So harapan tu terpaksa dilupakan. Well, i guessed my choice to be an engineer wasnt a bad choice because this job still include in the range of professional carreers. I knew that what he wants. 

Cuma masa aku untuk belajar engineering mungkin hanya sampai di sini, mungkin lepas ni aku akan follow another dream as i planned. We'll see how my path looks like. Does it flow as i want it to be? So everything is on me. Semoga hati tidak berubah dan mungkin ini yang terbaik. Ameen. =)

Hari-hari tengok untuk jadi sumber inspirasi :)

REVIEW : MAKE UP BASE - BB CREAM

Assalamualaikum and hi girls !

Lama gila tak update belog. Dulu-dulu masa baru buat ini belog macam berazam akan update selalu, tapi konon-konon la. Harapan yang tidak kesampaian okayh !!

Tulis merepek repek kerepek macam tak matang kan. So I decided once ive got an idea baru tulis.

okayhh well aku minat make up and beauty things ni so aku rasa it is much better aku belog pasal benda aku tau and i have experienced it myself. tanpa banyak bicara aku mahu REVIEW about the MAKE UP BASE-BB CREAM.

What is actually a make up base? Apa fungsi-fungsi nya?

Kalau cari kat wiki tu memang non ado laa. HAHA

Let me explain generally. (ehem) Make up base ni mengikut pemahaman aku benda yang kita akan letak sejurus memakai moisturizer atau pelembap dalam bahasa. Make up base ada banyak jenis such as BB CREAM, FOUNDATION and MAKE UP PRIMER. Well as far as i know, tiga benda ni je mostly and widely used by people around the world. jarang-jarang yang guna MAKEUP TINT. Oleh sebab aku pernah guna bb cream and foundation je, so aku cerita pasal dua benda ni je okay ! :)

BB CREAM

Asal usul bb cream ni or blemish balm cream tak silap aku originated from korea. Function adalah untuk menghasilkan kulit yang flawless tanpa kelihatan bercapuk dan tebal bagi si pemakai. Selalunya bb cream ni multi function. Ada yang 3 in 1, 5 in 10, 8 in 1 and the latest of course 10 in 1!! AWESOME kan ! See see banyak sangat function! Aku suka sangat multi function ni jimat duit. haha. Tu yang best pakai bb cream but somehow u need to know bb cream isnt works the same as foundation. 

Kalau kulit jenis tiada masalah, pori tak besar, muka tak berminyak, jerawat pun alahai hidup segan mati tak mau, then YES! bb cream works BEST on you. BB cream is medium coverage. If u still eager nak pakai (yelar dah beli, tak pakai rugi kan, mahal kowt BB cream ni!), i suggest u pakai foundation jugak untuk dapat hasil yang flawless ! 

Here some of BB creams aku pernah guna. letss roolllll !!

Liquid Type

1. Maybelline Clear Smooth Fresh SPF26

This is the first type and brand bb cream yang aku guna. SPF26 which is good for outdoor. So less burning and non-oily. Tapi aku beli sekali je pakai 2,3 kali then aku terus buang. Membazir kan? Why why? sebabnya skin tone tak sesuai dengan aku. Bila pakai i look more tan. Kalau darker 1 shade ill consider ok tapi dah sampai 2,3 shade. And 1 more thing sangat la susah nak blend dengan kulit. Pakai benda ni buat stress ja. baik tak yah pakai. But Im not sure if this type of  BB cream still in market or not.

Price range : RM19 - RM22

Rate: 1.5 out of 5

2. Lee'lan Vital Magical Makeover BB cream SPF42

BB cream ni produk cosway. SPF 42 !! Lagi tinggi lagi aku suka! HAHA. tapi bagi aku a bit pricey. RM50++ kalau tak silap aku. Beli pun sebab pegi cosway dengan mak aku. Dah nama pun pegi dengan mak kan. Faham-faham je la. hehe

Well aku suka tekstur cream ni, very light, non oily, non sticky and once you put on your face zuppp terus absorb ko tauuu !! rasa macam tak pakai apa2 on ur face. rasa sangat ringan and look soo natural. konon-konon natural beauty. I looikkkee!! Maybe main ingredient water based, tu yang best ! Sesuai sangat dengan namanya Magical makeover =D

Tapi aku sekali je la pakai, dah habis tak beli dah, tak mampu aku. hukhuk. Banyak lagi benda lain kena beli. Selalu jugak pergi cosway, survey survey mana tau ada less 50% on this item kan. tapi bila pergi mesti harga biasa. =( and one thing which I not very the like lar kan, there is only two shades, natural beige and light beige. Aku pakai light beige tapi pakai sikit je sebab bila pakai banyak muka aku nampak tan. huhuhu. Aku rasa orang yang produce benda ni memang nak orang pakai sikit2 then dab dab dengan compact powder or loose powder.

Price Range: RM50++ (aku tak ingat sangat. Maybe dah mark down =])

Rate: 4.8 out of 5

3. Maybelline Clear Smooth BB white SPF50

Sorry I cannot find any images better than this.

This is the final bb cream i've ever tried. SPF 50 okay ! serious yang ni aku suka sangat. =] New version of bb cream from Maybelline much much better than the previous one. Pakai sikit dah cukup. Tapi anyone yang kulit oily jangan guna sebab SPF sangat tinggi and akan buat muka tambah berminyak which is sangat tidak bagus. Pores akan lebih tersumbat dan jerawat senang timbul. 

Banyak kali jugak dah beli bertiub-tiub jugak dah habis. So far this one sangat terbaik! Harga affordable, SPF tinggi, sesuai dengan my skin tone. Pakai bb cream ni dah cukup puas hati ! Kulit jadi flawless yeahh !

Price Range: RM 20-RM22 (kalau offer boleh dapat RM19 only !!)

Rate: 4.8 out of 5

Sedikit info: Review ni based on kulit aku. So lain orang lain pendapat okay!

**semua gambar di atas adalah ehsan google images. sekian.

Thanks for reading =]

my wish list

A sewing machine is a textile machine used to stitch fabric, cards and other material together with thread. (sources: wikipedia)

invented by Elias Howe on 1845. (awal-awal keluar lebih kurang macam ni la )

then, singer pulak muncul.  jenis macam ni memang banyak masa tahun 90 an. masa aku kecik-kecik rumah aku pun ada tapi tak pernah berusik. mampu tengok la =]

ni sangat comel dan moden. :) jenis sekarang dah kecik, boleh bawak travel. kreatif kan owner ni, hias dengan button colorful. menjahit pun mesti ada mood. 

hello kitty version. sangat adorable! tapi not my taste. aku lagi prefer yang atas. hihi susah la cute sangat ni. nanti budak perempuan tengok geram-geram . =D  

 (sources from google.com)

#sedikitsebanyaksejarahmesinjahit

This is my new wishlist :) not so new, but im aiming for this extremely cute device. kalau dapat dekan semester ni, insha Allah boleh lah request dekat ayah. At least it is something valuable rather than beli benda-benda yang mengarut dan mahal tapi you are not getting back something that can give you an experience and kepuasaan. 

Actually dah lama mengidam benda ni, tapi bukan pandai jahit pun. setakat jahit hujung-hujung baju, seluar yang terbuka tu boleh la. i guess primary school student pun boleh buat.haha. kalau dapat mesin jahit, boleh lah pergi belajar jahit dengan kak lisa (bukan nama sebenar) dengan free.  mintak-mintak lah free kan. kalau boleh potong kain lagi bagus kan, terus bukak kedai jahit ! hihi 

Kak lisa (bukan nama sebenar) ni ada kedai jahit. dia muda lagi, lawa pulak tu. tapi sudah berkahwin dan mempunyai dua orang anak. seriously, aku suka gila dia jahit, kau request lah design apa pun, insha Allah dia boleh buat. Almaklum lah orang muda kan, mesti tau taste orang-orang muda macam aku ni. kau nak yang moden, nak yang yang kembang-kembang kat tangan, kat bahu puffy-puffy tu, semua boleh. bukan setakat baju, tudung pun dia boleh buat. kagum kan :) harap-harap aku pun boleh jadi seperti beliau. ameenn~

Tapi sejak tengok drama korea Fashion King tu, lagi lah membuak-buak rasa nak jadi designer. agak-agak boleh design baju, boleh jahit sendiri kan. tak perlu nak upah orang. so probability baju sama dengan orang lain adalah kosong,kosong. agak-agak macam dah expert sikit boleh lah buat untuk orang lain, ambil order dan boleh menambah pendapatan per kapita ! :D design-design pun haruslah bercirikan muslimah tetapi elegan, simple dan sophistificated. ewwahh angan-angan! yelah baju-baju sekarang ni banyak yang lawa tapi macam kurang sesuai nak pakai. kena lapis banyak-banyak baru boleh pakai. kalau yang macam baju ala-ala korea tu, punya lah lawa, lengan cukup panjang, labuh pun boleh tahan, sekali jarang. (T_T) kena pakai dengan inner. kan dah susah tu. kalau buat terus ber'inner' kan bagus. kalau tak, guna lah material yang tak jarang. kain harus lah berkualti. tak berkualiti susah pulak, nanti pakai-pakai terbuka sana-sini la, terkoyak la. so biar lah harga berpatutan dengan kualiti. setakat design meletop, tapi kualiti material kurang, harga letak mahal-mahal susah la macam tu. nanti orang dah tak nak beli. kan dah rugi. =]  

ada modal cukup, kebolehan cukup, boleh lah buka butik. ameenn =]

a day with my girlfriend :)

thanks for being with me dear. thanks for spending your time with me. even it was just for a day, im glad. you were there for me when I needed you the most. love you ! =]